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What Exactly Happened Last Night?

Hi,

I’m Just Average Teen Me. As you will probably know, yesterday, I think I had some sort of anxiety attack and I had to end my post Β and leave it as half of what I wanted it to be. I planned on having the first part be me asking advice on the Regina situation, and then the next part being what this post will be soon. But first I wanted to clear up what happened exactly last night. I have written it all down, to try and get my thoughts out and maybe help prevent it in the future.

Basically, at about 20:00, I was just casually messaging Penny, like I do most nights, And believe it or not, I was texting about OUAT…. πŸ˜€ Β By about 20:10, she was talking about one of her latest celebrity crushes, and stuff like that … Penny had sent a screenshot of out OUAT/her crush texts to the other group chat on Instagram because they were actually quite hilarious. Β It was about this time that I had started writing yesterday’s post (well probably a little earlier actually) So, I carried on writing that post until 20:28 when the first message was sent. I checked my phone and saw a screenshot of the Instagram Squad group chat (I’m not in that by the way, because I don’t have instagram) and well, the first thing I saw was “She pi***s me off” It instantly made my stomach feel awful, but I didn’t know what was going on, so I read the whole screenshot. It went something like this:

Penny: Did u read the screenshot? And what Jatm said? (basically asking if she thought our conversation was funny or if it was just us.)

Regina: Idgaf what Jatm said.

Penny: Why tf not ???

Regina: Cos she pi***s me off

Penny: What if I screenshot that? And show her?! How tf do u think she’ll feel?!

Then I realised there was another screenshot.

Regina: She doesn’t care about me so why should I care about her

Regina: She never thinks before she speaks and she doesn’t even say sorry after she says something mean

Just clearing this up, I am probably one of the least likely people to say something mean. I would feel horrendous about it forever, so I just avoid situations like that. So on the WhatsApp chat, where me and Penny were texting each other, I just replied with a series of question marks and waterfall crying faces. Then said “What?” “I don’t understand ….” “Why!??” “What do I say that’s mean?” “I feel like dying.” “I thought Regina was one of my best friends?” And then more crying faces. And then there was another screenshot. It had missed some stuff out that was said before that I haven’t seen but I’m guessing it was Penny threatening to send me screenshots and sticking up for me.

Penny: …….

Penny: Oh don’t worry!

Penny: I am!

Regina: ?

Penny: U CAN’T TALK ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE THAT! ESPECIALLY ONE OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS!

Regina: She knows.

Rachel (new codename. She’s also in the squad): Oh good god

Rachel: I can’t cope with this man

Penny: Shut up! You can’t say things like that! Especially behind her back!

That screenshot was captioned saying that Penny fought for me, and a smiley face emoji. So I replied basically thanking her for being so nice. By this point (it was only about 4 ish mins after I had first seen the messages.) I had started to shake a bit, and probably had my head in my hands worrying about just about everything you could possibly imagine. How would I tell my mum that I’d fallen out with her? How would I face her at school? Am I responsible for her not being in the squad anymore? And basically, I was just really stressing out.

A couple minutes later, I really couldn’t stay still at all. My knees were trembling really bad and my heart rate had gone up a mile. The WhatsApp conversation ended and I didn’t speak to Penny again that night.

When I thought the stress couldn’t get any worse (around 15 minutes after the first messages) I went into full panic mode. I was struggling to do much other than worry… So I went onto google and searched “How to calm down when you are having an anxiety attack?” but it was quite difficult to type since my hands were shaking so much. By this point my whole body was shaking, I was breathing really fast, I was trying really hard to hold back tears and I was basically just terrified. But then I realised, there was someone that might be able to help. Ashley. She has had panic attacks before so I texted her asking what a panic attack feels like, with no explanation why I was asking. And obviously her initial reaction was to ask why. So I told her. Specifically, I said “Please? I think I’m dying… Penny told me what Regina said about me. I’m all shaky and I can barely hold still.” So then she phoned me. And I declined. I couldn’t have my family know what was going on! Surely they’d hear me talking from upstairs. She didn’t seem to understand the situation, which became clear when I asked her if she had seen her instagram recently, and she hadn’t. So she replied with saying that she would check her insta, and that usually in a panic attack you feel very faint and start crying and shake a lot. Sounds like me.

I think this was the peak of the ‘anxiety attack’ (if that’s even what it was)

As you could imagine, she wasn’t very happy with what Regina had been saying so she apparently messaged her. She must have told Rachel, because less than 5 minutes later, my phone pinged, and I had a twitter notification. I checked and it was Rachel. Asking if I was okay, because Ashley had said that she was worried and that I wasn’t feeling so hot. So I told her that I was feeling better, which wasn’t entirely true. I was still shaking insanely and didn’t want to face the world ever again. She was relieved about that though.. So I said that I needed to distract myself, and she gave me the idea of watching some YouTube. So I did. I lay on my bed, with my main lights switched off, but my fairy lights on, watching YouTube videos that I needed to catch up on, still shaking like mad. I probably looked like I had electricity going through my legs… Just before then, I had tried to gain control of the situation by using a technique mentioned in Girl Online (an AMAZING book) but it didn’t work… I couldn’t take my mind off all of my worries.

Anyways, I wound up going downstairs to watch Gogglebox with my mum, dad and sister. Thank goodness none of them noticed the shaking. It went down a bit actually because I was distracted.. But once I got back upstairs to my bedroom, my knees started shaking again, and I almost lost control of it again. But I went downstairs to be with my dog… She’s the only one that won’t really understand that something is up so I could be with her, and not have to worry about anything getting out.

So, I had a hot chocolate, cried myself to sleep and slept off the shakes… Not an ideal way to end the day but at least I’m feeling better today. As for the Regina situation, I have told her that we just need to pretend that none of it ever happened. Turns out she found out about my panic, because of an annoyed Ashley telling her that I had got quite stressed out. But that’s okay. She apologised, and said that she didn’t mean it. When I’m pretty sure she meant it… Nobody would say anything like that if they really didn’t mean it…. She probably just feels bad.

The thought of going back to school terrifies me, even writing this post made me all shaky, but not to the point I was yesterday, just in my hands…

What do you think? Have you got any advice? Please let me know in the comments if you have anything that can help or if you have anxiety… Is what I have described an anxiety/panic attack?

Oh and I promise, I will do the TTTS post tomorrow!

BYE! πŸ˜€

Just Average Teen Me

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Help #2

Hi,

I’m Just Average Teen Me. So, for this TTTS post (yeah I know it’s took me forever… Β I had loads of homework…) we got given the word Friends. So I thought why not let you get to know some of the details about my closest friends. None of them know about this blog by the way, so I’m hoping none of them read it already… I don’t think they do!

But, before I get into the actual blog post, I need some advice. If you have read my post on the Regina situation (I suggest you read that before this or it won’t make as much sense) then you’ll know that I had a few problems her. And at the moment, I need some advice…

Well, once we were back at school everything seemed to stay okay, and the world was nice and happy πŸ˜€ . But after a bit, she started to get on my nerves a bit, and I think she was doing it on purpose… But anyways, there was the WhatsApp group chat but then some of our friends’ wasn’t working so now it’s just me and Penny on WhatsApp…. So, since the only social media that we actually all have – and use – was twitter, I decided to make a twitter group chat. And all was well. We were using the twitter chat πŸ™‚ . But after a bit, Regina left the chat with no explanation…. So I added her back and pretended it never happened. And about an hour later she left again. So I added her again. And then, later that night, she changed the name of the group chat to something quite inappropriate and offensive. And it had some quite strong swears in it. All of my friends know that I don’t swear, and that it actually really annoys me other people swear for no reason…. So I’m quite sure she did it because of that…. But I changed the group name back.

And guess what? She left again (this is still the same night by the way…) so I added her back AGAIN. And the next day, she left again. So again, I added her back.

But then a couple days afterwards, I was talking (on the chat) about how I was installing new stuff for my sims, and she was basically just being really annoying again. Like, she replied with just Okay, and with Good for u…. And then she left again…. So I added her back. And then she changed the name to another inappropriate and offensive name…. 😦 So obviously I changed it back.

So…. I think you get the idea. She keeps leaving and I keep adding her back, she keeps changing the name to something offensive and I change it back, she is negative towards pretty much everything I text and I try to ignore it. She’s negative in real life too. I’ve realised now that I look back on how school has been that everything I have said to her, has involved her coming back with something that makes what I said wrong or bad. Or she just tries to get on my nerves on purpose. Like, she knows (well all of my friends know) that I am an absolute perfectionist, and I have to do as well as I can possibly do. Well, in English a couple weeks ago, we were analysing stuff in pairs, and the class had to vote for which one they thought was best. Mine, Ashley’s and another person from our ‘Squad’ got chosen. But Regina’s didn’t. Anyways, the teacher leveled them, and since I had been out of lesson for my guitar lessons a couple times, I wasn’t as up to date with the work as everyone else. So mine wasn’t the best out of them all.

I’m getting to the point now. Since Regina knew that something like that would really make me feel quite gutted, and kicking myself, she took advantage of the fact that I had been away for some of the lessons and said “HA THESE TO BEAT YOU! YOURS DIDN’T EVEN DO THE BEST!” It actually really made me feel awful.I know that I shouldn’t feel so bad because it wasn’t my fault – I had my guitar lessons but stuff like that really gets me down. Especially coming from someone who is supposed to be one of your closest friends.

On another English lesson, I won a prize for something. And suprise suprise, Regina told me that it was a false win, that I shouldn’t have won and that my prize was rubbish anyway. By the way, it was a Kinder egg with a toy minion inside! I thought that was amazing! I love Kinder eggs and I love minions!

There have been other things going on but one of them is that our R.E. teacher, Mr R.E. teacher, just so happens to teach one of my favourite subjects. R.E. I’m not super religious or ……………………………………………………… WOW. I don’t know what a panic attack is like but this is probably close. It’s been about 10 minutes since I was (oh god I can’t type I’m shaking so much….) Okay………….. I’m okay…

Well, Penny just sent me a screenshot of what Regina had just said about me….. It was pretty awful…. Most of it she had no reason to be saying… And now I’m kind of freaking out. I’m shivering and shaking and I feel awful. The thought of going back to school terrifies me….. I can’t face her again…. I’m so glad I have real friends that will stick up for me… Have any of you ever felt like this???? I’m gonna have to end the post here…. I need a break. I’ll make sure to post the TTTS one as soon as possible.

Please don’t worry about me. Just leave any advice you might have?

BYE! πŸ˜€

-Just Average Teen Me

P.S. Sorry I really don’t feel like checking for typos…..

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One Lovely Blogger Award

Hi,

I’m Just Average Teen Me. So, sorry there’s another post like this (I actually love doing them!), but I have been nominated for the One Lovely Blogger Award by Coolbeans4. Thank you SO much for that, it makes me feel all gushy and stuff thinking that someone would nominate me for an award! And one that says I’m lovely!

Anyways, the rules to the award are:

1. You must thank the person who nominated you and include a link to their blog. (Done!)

2. You must list the rules and display the awardΒ 

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Done!

3. You must add 7 facts about yourself (in a minute!)

4. You must nominate 15 other bloggers and leave a comment on one of their posts to let them know they have been nominated. (will do!)

So, first of all, my 7 Facts About Me are:

  1. I can’t tell you my real name, but I can tell you that it was going to be Esther, but my mum changed her mind!
  2. I’m not good with minty stuff…. I have minty soothers and my tongue and throat literally explode so yeah…
  3. I am good with spicy though. I’ve had the Roulette Doritos and oh my gosh they are spicy! If you’re having them, I recommend several cups/bottles of water. Or a sink… Either works πŸ˜€
  4. I am from a big family….
  5. That isn’t one of the best things when I’m quite sure I’m kind of claustrophobic… And the noise makes me feel even more cramped in
  6. I love Disney. Cinderella is still one of my all time favourite films… Oh yeah, and I cry when I watch Tarzan on my own…. If I watch it with people then I won’t, but if I’m on my own, why not let the emotions out? Once I had to pause it though….
  7. Finally, I LOVE blogging! Haha if you didn’t already know πŸ˜€

That’s 7 facts about me! Now I’ll nominate some other bloggers!

  1. Elm
  2. Alittlepinkrose
  3. Life of Mon
  4. thatoneshygirl944
  5. A Hufflepuff’s Thoughts

I know it says to do 15, but I thought that since I only just did an award and nominated some people, I’d just end up nominating the same ones all over again, and I don’t want to make their lives too busy… πŸ™‚

So there are the people that I will be nominating… If I’m not mistaken, that’s the end of this award? Let me check… Yep that’s all!

Thank you SO much for reading And thank you to Coolbeans4 for nominating me!! Make sure to like and follow if you enjoy my blog and leave any thoughts or suggestions in the comments. Oh and I have my Teens Tell Their Story post coming up soon, but I’m planning on having it be like a ‘Help I need advice with my friends’ in part of it blog post…. But how would you like to hear about some of my friends?

Bye! πŸ˜€

-Just Average Teen Me

P.S. Here’s the link to Coolbeans4’s post on this! CLICK HERE! πŸ˜€

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Liebster Award

Hi,

I’m Just Average Teen Me. So, I was nominated for the liebster award by scoutingtheyearaway (check out their blog! πŸ˜€ )! Thank you SO much for that by the way! Anyways, into the award.

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The rules are:

Make a post thanking and linking the person who nominated you and include the Liebster Award sticker in the post.
Nominate 5-10 other bloggers and notify them of this in one of their posts.
All nominated bloggers are to have less than 200 followers.
Answer the 11 questions posed by your nominator and create 11 different questions for your nominees to answer. Or, you can repeat the same questions.
Copy these rules into your post.

The questions that I was asked are:

What is your favourite season and why?

My favourite season would probably be winter. I am not a summery person, like I explained in one of my previous posts, the heat doesn’t go well with me… And I love the smells of winter too! Plus there’s Christmas and snow! Who doesn’t love the excitement of Christmas-time?

What are your favourite bands/music genre?

I would say my favourite genre is pop sort of? My favourite singer is Lea Michele, with Taylor Swift at a close second! πŸ˜€

What languages can you speak?

I speak English (obviously) and at the moment I’m taking French and Spanish lessons. I’m actually okay in French! I’m taking it as GCSE but my Spanish is horrendous. I can’t do it, or really be bothered to… So yeah, I can speak fluent English and a little French. OH MY I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING! I had a really posh English teacher last year, and on my end of year report, I was told that I was fluent in Standard English. STANDARD? ‘SCUSE ME?!?!? Is that an insult? I’m not even that bad in English! πŸ˜€

What’s the weirdest food you have ever tried?

Well, I don’t really see it as weird, but you know corndogs? Well, my dad makes them but with thin sausages in the middle, and pancake around the outside in the deep fat fryer, then we dip it in golden syrup and it is FIIIINNNEE!

Do you have any plans for Halloween?

Usually I have parties with my friends so I’ll probably have one at some point! I’ll be dressing up as Emma Swan from Once Upon a Time.

What is your favourite way to waste time?

Haha, I actually love this question! I do this thing, where I’ll type what I’m feeling like into the google search bar and then type quotes. So I’ll just read quotes that I can relate to for like 15 minutes… Not so productive eh? A lot of the time, it makes me feel even worse if I was googling something depressing…. 😦

What job would you like in the future?

I’ve wanted to be a pediatrician (a child doctor) for quite a few years now, so hopefully I’ll get there! πŸ˜€

Do you have any unusual talents/tricks?

Not really, I can click my thumb weirdly and play guitar but that’s pretty much it… Oh and I can do a good Octodad impression!

Favourite tv programme?

ONCE UPON A TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD SEASON 5 EPISODE 2 IS TOMORROW AND I AM JUST SO EXCITED AAAAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE ASKED THAT QUESTION NOW! πŸ˜€ DON’T WORRY REALLY YOU SHOULD HAVE THAT’S A GOOD QUESTION! EXCITEMENT! πŸ˜€

What is your favourite type of sweet?

Well, since I’ve had braces for like 2 years now and still have another to go, I don’t eat many sweets. I like sourpatch kids though, and minstrels! Minstrels (galaxy) are amazing! πŸ˜›

If you could spend ChristmasΒ anywhere in the world with anyone, where would you go and who with?

Not that I would ever be allowed to on my own or anything anytime soon, but I’d love to spend Christmas in New York. Don’t Β you just love how pretty it looks in the snow? It would feel magical! I’d love to go with my best friend Bob (Codenames) and my family if we could ever afford for EVERYONE to come!

Again, thank you SO much for scoutingtheyearaway for nominating me, and creating such great questions! I honestly think that was the most fun I’ve ever had answering questions! So thanks for that!

Here are my questions for the people that I will nominate:

  1. What’s your favourite joke?
  2. If money didn’t exist, what would you do in a day?
  3. What is your biggest fear?
  4. What do you think should be taught in schools which isn’t already?
  5. If you could go back in time, what year would you travel to? Why?
  6. How would your friends describe you?
  7. Pet peeves?
  8. How many pillows do you use at night?
  9. Are you a clean or messy person?
  10. Where is your favourite place in the world?
  11. Anything you wish would come back into fashion?

That’s all! Hope you have fun answering them

Oh and here are the bloggers I nominate:

Speaking My Mind

Life of an Anxious Teen

My Irrelevant Thoughts

So Ingenious

Ramexabella

That’s all of them! Feel free to join in though, even if you weren’t nominated! πŸ˜€

Thank you SO much for reading! Make sure to like and follow if you like my blog and leave any thoughts or suggestions in the comments!

BYE! πŸ˜€

Just Average Teen Me

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September Favourites!

Hi,

I’m Just Average Teen Me. I know this post is quite late, but better late than never! Everything has been quite busy lately if you were wondering why I’ve took so long to write this post. Let’s start!

  • Nail File

I know a lot of people cringe at the words Nail File, me included, but I have found one, that doesn’t actually involve the cringing. When I say found, I mean my Grandma bought it me last Christmas (along with a whole nail set thing) and I just started using it… Sorry Grandma… But thank you! It isn’t one of the metal ones, that’s making me cringe just thinking about it! It’s more like sandpaper but not as harsh… And on a flat oval-ish bar thing. Basically what I’m trying to say, is that I have been using it a lot!

  • Raspberry Sundae Yankee Candle

It’s getting nearer to cold time, and my mum bought a box of Yankee candles. This one was my favourite. It smelled incredible. She only bought the really tiny ones so I was quite disappointed when we’d ran out… I love candles, how they just make everything so cosy and warm even though that tiny flick of fire probably does next to nothing to warm up the room…

  • Apple Crumble Yankee Candle

This was my second favourite candle out of the three that she bought (the other was vanilla something… I can’t quite remember but I didn’t like that one. Too sickly sweet). It literally smells like someone is baking an apple crumble in the kitchen. It smells like cinnamon, with a bit of apple. This one is the most cosy smelling (I don’t think that’s really a thing but never mind…) out of the three.

  • Once Upon A Time in Wonderland

Earlier in September, my dad introduced me to Once Upon A Time in Wonderland. It’s made by the Once Upon A Time people, but set in Wonderland and Old England. It’s about Alice trying to find her true love (Cyrus the genie) and prove to her father that Wonderland is real. I was quite disappointed that it was only thirteen episodes long but it was amazing! The plot was really interesting and the characters were amazing. You should totally watch it if you like stuff like that!

  • Sticky Back Plastic

Since it was back to school month, my sticky back plastic got used a lot! I backed most of my books with it, and on my own! There were a few awkward air bubbles but never mind… I’m only stuck with them for another year!

  • Planning stuff

This might actually sound a bit weird, but I have been planning things a lot better now. I have started using my notice board again, and it makes everything so much easier! And I made my timetable to put up on it too! It’s all colourful and looks so much nicer than the one’s school gives us!

  • The Sims Resource

If you play the sims, and use custom content in your game, you’ve probably heard of TSR/The Sims Resource. It’s a website, where you can download free custom content for all of the sims games, for free! There have been rumours, that it contains viruses or malware, but in the couple months that I’ve been using it, nothing has happened to my laptop. It seems to be the easiest way to download cc for sims anyway!

  • Halls Soothers

So, there are some quite nasty colds going around, and typically, I got it. 😦 I’m getting a lot better, but my throat isn’t feeling the best because of the coughing that comes with the cold… So my mum bought a pack of Halls Soothers, in blackcurrant flavour. They’re really minty actually (almost too minty) but they work really well! πŸ˜€

That’s everything for September! What have you been loving last month? I’d love to hear in the comments! πŸ˜€

Thank you SO much for reading, make sure to like and follow if you enjoy my blog and leave any thoughts or suggestions in the comments below! πŸ˜€

BYE! πŸ˜€

-Just Average Teen Me

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Monthly Look Ahead! – October

Hi,

I’m Just Average Teen Me. And if you read some of my posts from a while back (well, not that long…) then you might know that I’ve been doing the Monthly-Look-Ahead. Basically, I’ll tell you all some things that I’m excited for over the next month. October does get more exciting so YAY!

Let’s begin! πŸ˜€

  • Cake and BBQ

So, you might be quite confused, but this pretty much is just tonight. It’s my brother’s birthday and we’re having a BBQ and birthday cake. What’s not to love about cake and BBQs???

  • More Once Upon A Time

Anyone that has been reading my blog will probably know that I am utterly obsessed with Once Upon A Time. Season 5 started up on Sunday night, and OH MY GOD IT WAS SO INTENSE! I’m so excited for next Sunday, and the Sunday after. The plot for this season sounds UHMAYZING.

  • Autumn

Autumn is probably my 2nd favourite season. Actually maybe my favourite… Not sure. But there are SO many things to love about Autumn… The leaves go orange, and everything looks so pretty! The temperature is just right! Halloween is coming up! And once it gets to Autumn, my brain goes into Christmas mode….

  • Girl Online On Tour

If you don’t already know what Girl Online is, it’s a book, written by Zoella. And Girl Online On Tour is the sequel. It comes out one the 20th. So I will be VERY excited to get my signed copy in the post! πŸ˜€ I can’t wait!

  • Halloween

Halloween is hands down one of the most amazing holidays in the whole year! I love the smell of pumpkins with the candles in them, or dressing up.. This year, I think I might be Emma Swan. Plus we get a week off school so that’s always a bonus! πŸ˜€

  • X-Factor getting intense!

If you have been watching X-Factor, you’ll know that it’s the 6 Chair Challenge this weekend. The 6 Chair Challenge for me, is when X-Factor really starts to get competitive and much more interesting than bootcamp!

  • Colder!

Finally, the heat from the Summer should be over! Personally, I don’t really like Summer. Mainly because of all the flies and bees and stuff, and because of the heat. I am not a heat person (is that a thing??). It’s probably because I really don’t like Summery clothes, and end up wearing clothes that are too warm for Summer – in Summer… Yeah, so I get really warm. 😦 Wintery clothes are just so much more cosy!

That’s all that I can remember straight off my head, but I’m sure I’ve forgotten a few… October is going to be great

Thanks SO much for reading! Make sure to like and follow if you like my blog and leave any thoughts and suggestions in the comments!

What are you excited for this October??

BYE! πŸ˜€

Just Average Teen Me

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Theo Thursdays #3 – Well This is Awkward…

Hi,

I’m Just Average Teen Me. Since it’s Thursday, it’s time for another Theo Thursday, where I talk about the awkwardness of not knowing whether a guy likes you or not! Well, something has happened. Yesterday. And will dramatically change Theo Thursdays forever.

Everything was the usual, up until about 11:00, after our year group had an assembly. Boring assembly as usual but what happened after the assembly was actually interesting! Basically, one of my friends (Penny to be specific. Check the codenames page!) said to me, “Do you know? Has Ashley told you?” Bam a new codename! And at first, I had no idea what she was talking about… So I asked her what she meant. And she told me that someone likes her. Likes likes her. At the moment, you’ve probably realised what I’m getting to, but I hadn’t. I asked who it was. And from the first words that she said, I instantly knew. She said: “He’s new”. Theo. Theo likes Ashley. Not me.

It occurred to me afterwards, that all of the signs weren’t necessarily pointing towards me, except the starring and overly cheesy forms of compliments… It could have been anyone. He was walking down the corridor because he wanted to see her. Not me. He was lurking around our friends to see her. Not me. And he might have been trying to make friends with me, so that he could be around her more often. Not me. He complimented her too…. But more obvious now that I think about it… He straight up told her that she was funny. And that it was true… Does it make me selfish to have thought that it was me? I hope not… but I’m not alone. Penny thought he liked her too… So it wasn’t just me.

After I had thought about all that, I realised, that it was Theo Thursday the day after. And wondered what would happen to Theo Thursdays…. I guess that will have to be it… I can’t keep posting about it when I have actually finished what I was trying to figure out. Does Theo like me? And the answer is no. He doesn’t. To be honest, I’m actually quite relieved. I can’t be dealing with the awkwardness of English lessons next to him, not knowing whether he likes me or not..

I guess that’s all, and it’s quite depressing to be leaving a blogging feature that quite a lot of you actually enjoyed behind… Sorry I couldn’t really carry on with it…

Oh and if you were wondering, it probably is true… Theo liking Ashley… Someone said they thought he did, so Ashley asked Tyler and he said yes…. Ashley doesn’t want to go anywhere with it soo… πŸ˜€

Thank you SO much for reading! And make sure to leave a comment, and like and follow if you like my blog… See you soon with my monthly look ahead! πŸ˜€

BYE ! πŸ˜€

Just Average Teen Me

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